Our marriage was really falling apart.
While she worried daily and felt miserable, dad always looked good, and happy, and unconcerned, and handsome, and young, even as they both aged.
I honestly don't remember much that happened after that but i honestly have never drank since and this happened 12 years ago! There was absolutely no one to help me.
I squeezed so fucking hard like i was turning coal into a diamond! I wasn't thinking I hadn't had sex like that in years and he made me feel sexy and alive.